BlueChloe~Blur Chloe

C: Really easy to fall in love with
H: Easy to fall in love with
L: One of the most romantic people you know
O: Really easy to fall in love with
E: Have beautiful eyes

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

wat is d meaning of JOB? or WORKING? any1 can clearly define?

i tk it as:

JOB is d work tat v hv responsibility to keep it done.It can b task tat given by ur upper level (senior/boss). Working means v doin our job at the working time. All our responsible is keep doin the job IN THE WORKING TIME n make sure everything get done b4 d time given by the boss.

ok. mayb u say is our responsible to keep doin the job even nt in the working time bcuz v r sittin at the position tat responsible to do tat job. but if i nt mistaken, the law oso tells tat v is under control by the boss during the working time NT INCLUDE time after working. tats mean v hv to follow every instructions/job given when v r working.

[for example,Ms.A is a sales gal in a shop. her job is serve the customers n understand wat the customer 1 n responsible to giv wat customers 1 from the shop.BUT Ms.A finish work at 5pm. she do not hv RESPONSIBLE to serve the customer when she adi leave the shop cuz her woking time adi finish EVEN THOUGH she is standing jus rite in front the shop. She mayb hv the responsible to ask the customers go into the shop to get other sales gal to serve her/him.politely.] ok,do u agree tis?

if u agree, do u think tis is logical? is it a common sense tat every "pengguna"/customer shall noe?

jus bcuz u r customer then can b rude? ya,im speak loudly to inform u i do not hv key of library.THIS BCUZ u r standing outside from the room where im sitting.There are a wall between us.nt cuz d wall is transparent then i can estimate tat u can hear me EVEN i din shout. Can u come n tell me "dun shout,i can hear u." i’l say soli,i shout too loud mayb,jus scare u cant hear me. BUT Y U COME N SCOLD ME "U KEEP QUIET! WHO ASK U TO SHOUT? U THOUGHT U R THE OWNER OF LIBRARY A? KEEP QUIET!" YES,im nt the owner,i hv no RESPONSIBLE TO MAKE SURE U GET WAT U WAN SINCE IM NT WORKING AT THE MOMENT,im jus a STUDENT at the moment. I SIT NEAR THE LIBRARY is my fault,i shld noe i hv RESPONSIBLE to keep serving d customer jus bcuz im near to working place. IM VERY SOLI o,i shld NOT point to u where is the makcik,i shld NOT speak LOUDLY to u tat im do not hv key cuz im nt working o…is my fault…all my fault…so do u happy NOW? making customer happy while nt in working time oso is my RESPONSIBLE ma. im nth. i shld do everythings SINCE EVERYBODY SAY SO. …

New Blog : http://marikhchloe.blogspot.com

but no time update it

New room : No 92, persiaran 7, tmn cempaka

but oni stay three nites after half month move in

New card : Public bank Visa debit card

oni using it when i can stand on d land of beijing

New feeling? yeah,im hache nw….

爱一个人，有时是很自己的事，只需要自己体味，并非需要交流和回报。这样的爱是天蓝色的，是淡淡的在内心的。因为很多时候，不想说，因为很多时候，不想做。因为很多时候，未来遥遥无期，因为很多时候，知道没有结果。很自己的告诉自己，自己真的爱着，一个人的精彩。爱情如此的进行，省略了目的，没有了过程，没有了结束，便成了人生路上若有若无的梦境。其实，爱有时只是要求证，要求证自己是否爱。有些人，并不适合自己，也不适合相处，所以爱在心里，慢慢开始，慢慢结束，直到成为多年以后，不经意的回味，如同天边淡淡的云彩。人生有枯荣，爱情也如植物成长，凋零。爱在的时候，它在心里，也许冰冷，也许温暖，也许杂乱。只需要告诉自己，自己爱着，自己想着。曾经爱过，终于忘却，没有对错和是非。
　　爱一个人，有时候要说，要她喜悦，要她知道。这样的爱是火红色的，充满的激情，激情不能长久，拥有便要珍惜。爱并非在远方，在理想和梦境，而是在现实。有爱便要珍惜。“落花风雨更伤春，不如怜取眼前人。”不去停留昨日的伤感，不去幻想明天的美丽，要的只是现在，你和我。在一起，就是一个世界。若相爱，是缘分，好好对待。若不爱，是缘分，彼此离开。若无开始，为她祝福。若要结束，为她祈祷。因为有些爱就是这般，不能长久，不能永恒，只是刺激和亮色，点缀在生活的本色之上，鲜艳夺目，眩晕迷醉。这是浪花，是波澜，是起伏，是你内心的期待。是香烟是醇酒，是区别于麻木的清醒，是两个人一起沉睡、唤醒，在此刻，相逢。
　　爱一个人，有时是关怀，是体贴，是宠爱，是疼痛。是把她当作了亲人，当作了自己生命的一部分，是时时的牵挂，是无处不在的温存，是希望她幸福和快乐，是忘却了结束的投入和付出。这般的爱是明黄色的，是黑暗里的灯火，是温暖彼此内心的执着。若是爱着，便衷心期待对方开心，过得快乐。也就无所谓来来往往，聚散分离，因为她已经是你，你也已经是她，纵使时空交错，岁月流传，生老病死，也不能阻隔，分离。缘定三生，刻在你心底最柔软地方的那个名字，那个记号，那个咒语。在你最好的时候遇见最好的人，在你最能爱的时候去爱，一生一世。
　　你的爱什么味道，也许是苦涩，也许是哀伤，也许是欣喜，也许是快乐。你的爱什么味道，是天蓝的天空，那般包容，如海博大；是火红的骄阳，那般热烈，那般滚烫；是明黄的烛火，一点温馨，一点光热。你的爱什么味道，于你于她，都是缘分。得之所幸，不得亦幸。善待爱你的人，珍惜你爱的人，因为平淡生活里，真情难觅，真爱难得。你的爱情什么味道，你的爱你自己选择，你的世界，你做主，你的人生无怨无悔，一辈子太久，有爱才不漫长，一辈子太短，有爱才有滋味.

如果愛有原因，那就不愛了；如果愛有目的，也就不愛了；

if love have reason,then that’s nt love; if love have purpose, then that’s nt love;
如果愛可以解釋，如果愛合情合理，那麼愛也就不復存在了。

if love can explain,if love is logically, then love does nt appear.

愛情不合乎邏輯 ~ 或訐，這就是愛的邏輯。　　

love do nt care abt logic o nt~~mayb,this is the logic of love.

你真正熱愛的，或訐並不是一個大家公認的最該愛，最值得愛，愛的最正確的人， 而只是一個使你忘乎所以，無法不愛的人。

people tat u falling in love,mayb is nt a people tat everybody think tat it is d one most valuable,most correct to love,bt he/she is d one can make u forget everything to love,"tak mungkin tak cinta punya org".
　　
愛不是因為被愛，不是為了被愛，而只是因為愛。

love nt bcuz of love of other,nt bcuz of wanna love by other,bt it jus bcuz of love.

你不會因為沒有被愛而失去愛，愛在愛的人心裡，而不在被愛的人眼中。　

you wont lost d love jus bcuz does nt hav love of other, love is in the heart of the people who loves other, bt nt in d eyes of the people tat u love.

愛情沒有模式 ~ 不同的人，為你做同一件事，你會感到天壤之別。
因為我們在意的，往往不是人做的事，而只是做事的人。　　

love do nt hav pattern ~ diff people,do a same thing for you, you’ll feel totally diff. bcuz wat v care, is nt the things tat people done,bt jus tat people tat done the things.

愛在心裡，不在口中。絕口不提愛你，不是不愛，而是因為太愛。

love in d heart,nt in the mouth. nvr tells love u by mouth,nt bcuz does nt love u,bt is bcuz terlalu love u…

太愛，所以怕傷害；太愛，所以甘願受害；太愛，所以容易錯過愛。　

Too love,thus scare hurt;too love,thus rela b hurt; too love,thus ez miss the love.　

愛情不會被淚水俘虜，可以俘虜的是感動與憐憫。　　

嫉妒並非愛情專一的體現。愛情的基礎是互相信任，嫉妒則意味著猜疑與不滿。

jealous does nt is d performance of love. the basic of love is trust each other, jealous means no trust n unsatisfication.

愛情從不講究公平，講得出公平的，不會是愛情。

love nvr b fair, if there is fair, it is nt love.

你可以甘願為愛人付出一切，卻不能要求愛的人為你奉獻任何。　

u can giv everything for ur love,bt u cant ask anything from ur love.　

愛情不是強加，如果你要得到他，那麼就讓他自由；
如果他回到你身邊，他就是你的；如果他不回頭，你就只能為他祝福。

love cant b forced,if u wan get him/her,plz set him/her free; if he/she returns to u,tats urs;if he/she nvr turns the head, wat u can do is pray(berdoalah) for him/her.

我們可以經得起心臟的千瘡百孔，可以接受感情的支離破碎，卻不願喝下忘情水，忘記那曾經愛過的人。　　

we can face d heart tat adi full of thousand of holes, can accept d love tat adi broken into pieces, bt nvr wan to drink d "water of forget love", to forget the one tat u loved b4.

“不在求天長地久，只在乎曾經擁有。”其實這只是對天長地久的絕望。

"nvr cares abt forever,oni cares abt v own it b4" this jus is d disappointed to the forever.　　

jus nw when i "punctual" my working card, i realised i work for 4 days adi.n 2day goin to b the day 5.after finish the stock check last two working days, im sitting here to let the spider web cover myself again..~~bored la… with d training shirt here, tired til dun1 go home, i hope to sleep here immediately…got air-cond wat…

stil alot of things need to b done…bt d god sengaja giv me 3 hours to sit here without having the chances to complete my tasks…wat d oni thing i can do is let my brain working too much….think n keep on think too much la.

really dissapointed when i cant get the tickets for sammi’s concert….oni required credit card payment summo cant use perpaid de…wat am i goin to do while im underage to get a credit card…damn…i jus wan to watch my 1st concert in my life time oso stopped me…credi card…credit card…where can i get u? ok,im kiddin,i cant get my own credit card b4 d concert start. concert nt goin to start after 2 more years…d time i can get my credit card…early bird no more…cuz tickets start to sold out for "hot" seats…mayb i shld ask sammi to come msia for another concert after 2years….hhahaha….chloe tired til crazy adi….no no no…chloe memang crazy de. tired til b mad dog d….

ok,most people wil ask me dun think adi la…wait next time la…ok.i hear u. dun think. then………nw i start to think abt another things…tis things adi start in my mind for 14+24+19hours…57hours…3420mins…2days n 9hours…it is nt a thing tat i touch n it is nt a task tat i goin to complete it as my responsibility. it jus a virtual job tat im doin it all along d 3420mins…goin to add summo…3425mins…haha dun ustand? i oso dun ustand la…crazy chloe wil ustand i think…c im doin tis work again…3426mins…

anyway,2day oledi d last day of our 1 month tiring training…then ask me "so?"…so tats mean v r start countdown for d tournament adi…stil ard 48hours to go? o no, is 72hours…nt goin to fight 1st…weigh in summo…i can feel myself improving to face d fight…bt i noe stil nt enough…i need more weapon to confident myself…yup,dis d third time i stand tis stage.everyone is telling,so must get sth tis time lo cuz din get anything even 4th place in last two times. i need more confident…i hav to make myself calm down for tis few days… oni relaxing wil make me confident to perform 80% of my "keupayaan"…is good enough to face d fight i think. anyway,i oni can said soli to u if i cant get any place tis time,though u trained us so hard…n soli to ChLoE too…

anyhow, i’l do wat i can to make myself get a medal. i noe i can do it. i noe its goin to b mine soon…yes!wait me to come.i’l get u!

> We grew up watching
> Transformers,
> Thundercats, Woody Woodpecker,
> Chipmunks, Mickey Mouse, Jem, Mask,
> Ninja Turtles, Voltron, Baja Hitam,
> Ultraman n not forgettin POWER RANGERS
> n BUGS BUNNY!!!and anderra yippa mice?
> :), McGyver ?
>yes,i watched.
> had to brush our teeths during recess
> at primary school? had to hold plastic
> cups, line up with your classmates side
> by side and start brushing our teeths
> at some open area… or maybe near some
> drain??
>yes,i done it.
> do you still remember that we had
> ‘dentist’ rooms where we had to have
> our
> teeths check?
>yes,i done it.
> not to forget our ‘program minum susu’
> in primary school.. everybody is
> suppose
> to buy like cartons of milk that costed
> 30 cents.. and you would see everyone
> drinking it everyday…its d UHT
> milk…
>yes,i bought b4.

> the teachers who would want to punish
> us must use yellow rulers to hit us on
> our palms?? 1 metre length..
>yes,i tried b4.
> that a bowl of mihun soup or some soup
> only costed 50 cents at the school
> canteen…
>yes,i ate b4.
> went to some sundry shop near the
> school
> or to the ‘roti’ man waiting outside
> our
> schools so that we can buy junk food
> like chickedees, mamee, ding dang with
> some toys in it, ‘Ti Kam’, ice-cream
> and
> we would play games like monopoly, uno,
> old maid, and all other card games like
> that…
>definitely yes,i played tis.
> another fun time would be during
> Pendidikan Jasmani. the boys would
> play football while the girls would
> play netball… and it would be like we
> were playing in the world cup…
>yes,i tried.
> but of course. the best would be main
> guli, batu seremban, bottlecaps, ice-
> cream sticks, ‘Pepsi Cola
> one-two-three’, Cops and Robbers, main
> kejar-kejar duduk,getah… and for the
> not so active, those kind of ‘book
> games’ where we would use buku latihan
> to draw and ask our friends to play…
>yes,i tried b4.
> do you remember the ice-cream tubes
> which are actually ice and colouring
> that are sold for 10 to 20 cents.. the
> colourful ones.. where you usually bite
> off the top to glup it down.orange
> tastes b best..(pop-ice)
>yes,i ate b4.
> what about days when we felt like doing
> naughty things such as folding papers
> so small to make ‘lastik’ amd shoot
> each other… how about throwing
> chalks??
>yes,i tried both…
> back then, micheal jackson was just
> turning white.. and still had albums
> coming out.. compared to CD’s, we were
> listening to tapes that sold for RM9.90
> …
>yes, i bought tapes last time
> in computer class, we were still using
> black and white computer moniters..
> played ‘Atari’… maybe SEGA or
> NINTENDO..
>yes,i played SEGA.
> well, are we all getting older or what?
>
> 1) if you understand what you have read
> and you are smiling…
>
> 2) we have friends from school that are
> already married…
>
> 3) we shake our heads everytime we
> see high school students fussing about
> their handphones in school..
>
> 4) we don’t hang on phone with our
> friends for hours a day talking about
> nothing…
>
> 5) when we meet back with our friends
> from time to time, we feel excited and
> happy talking about old times, the
> funny ‘adventures’ or stories that we
> experienced as a kid..
>
> 6) last but not least, that when you
> read this, you would think of all the
> happy & sad memories that you have
> experienced when you were still a kid
> and would think of forwarding this to
> your old friends that you have known
> since forever… i’m sure they would
> have a huge smile on their face after
> reading this….. hahahaha….im smiling here

okie,my holiday is finished 2day. im goin to start work n summo start class again next week.

A tiring but wonderful n happy holiday i hav been go through…im happy wit all things happened in this holiday…

mum’s treatment goin very smooth,even though v shld nt happy cuz mum hav to face this disease,bt is our choice to choose  to face it wit a happy mood to get everything done smoothly…so plz dun ask me how’s my feeling to this stuff again. im goin to face it together wit family wit positive mood, as positive as v can…

tournament, yup lost in the final…bt tis the second tournament i can feel myself fight wit more mature skills than last time…no more lucky like the last perak close…hav to fight wit real punch n kick… :p body goin to blue black everywhere…summo start to found out the weakness of myself…goin to improve myself…

result, i hav pass all the coursework n test…though nt really tat good la…at least pass all :p. im confident to pass all the subject…hope dis friday im nt dissapointed when the result come out…

travelling, though im nt goin to oversea yet…bt air ticket for beijing08 is booked adi,hope i can pay it next year n get myself to stand on the land of china…haha anyway, i hav "tunaikan janjiku" to bring u to cameron, although abit rush cuz jus one day trip…bt im njoying it,hope u all too… n half day trip to pp,complete 12hours at there,stil sempat to lepak at the queensbay, eat at secret recipe til vomit(eat too many type of cake,nt cuz kena racun k.), go ‘long kai’ wit my iswara on the island n eat seafood summo…tis d way to celebrate birthday wat, im crazy chloe… hahhaha

n finally chloe. after write so many thing here,jus found out tat i writing all tis cuz im too bored here la,1st day working damn bored n free…bt d most important is i wan write abt chloe…CHLOE aka. the name of the harvest god in the greek myth aka. young bamboo aka. ….-….-……

finally decide to use this name even sbody say tis name too ‘gal’ not suit me. dun1 mention who la. u noe urself la. so plz called me chloe next time when meet me.

noe wat, i like d way u speak chloe. i like the sound of the chloe word. n dis word bring me alot happiness… mayb oni i feel it alone mayb its jus shadow of happiness mayb jus it is jus like fireworks,wil disappear anytime n quick. bt i really feel it, njoying it n appreciate it…i duno how’s things wil goin on in the future,i wonder i can hav a choice to decide my future on my own. too much things in my life happened without based on my decision.actually i wan use the word ‘out of control’, bt nt really suitable cuz out of control means things goin to b worst n worst when the time passing,for me la tats wat i think.however,there r stil alot little little things tat i can decided n control by my own. :)anyway, i’l appreciate everything nw n i’l make correct decision if im giving a chance to decide everything. (bdw,wats d meaning of correct? for me, is d decision tat i hope to happened.)